I don't understand.

Why does everyone make me feel like such a horrible person for just being me? I get yelled at for things I didn't know. I get yelled at for things I didn't do.

When is enough enough?



Excuse my weak mini depressed moment where I contemplate horrible things. I'll be over it by the end of the day.

And I'm stuck miserably loving you

I think the Titanic is one of those movies that gives everyone a small hope at finding love like that. It's one of those movies that paints love right before your eyes while sprinkling dashes of tragedy within. It gives hope to the hopeless. It's one of those movies that makes you really think and want a love like that. It shows you that if you love someone you'll do anything to stay with them. I think I've always had a good reason to love that movie. I think I secretly just want a love like that. 

I may be stuck miserably loving you but I have a small hope that I'll find that Jack and never let go.

the best way, to make it through, with hearts and wrists intact, is to realize, two out of three ain't bad, ain't bad

I’ve always wanted to change the world. I’ve always wanted to get so lost in the music that nothing else matters. I wanted to write a book telling everyone that even after you go through what I’ve been through you’ll be okay. I still do. I still want to travel the world. I cant seem to find where exactly I belong and I think part of that is the fact that I want so many different things. I don’t want to just stick to one thing. I want to change the world one thing at a time. I want to fall in love. I wanna feel reckless. I want to be somebodies everything. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to live long and prosper. I wantt to live a life where I follow in gods path. I’m only 22 but I’m alway going to be a dreamer. I want to watch the sun rise and set. I want to be inspiring. I want to be inspired. 


At the end of the day I hope I have done everything I could to make the world a better place. When I grow old I want to live on a bunch of acres and have everything around me to call home. 


I hope no matter what happens in my life I'm happy. That's really all I ask.