Another dumb post about dumb things but I can't help it.

It sucks when even a tv show is more important to someone than what you have to say. It sucks when even the dog barking isn't important to that person. The dog just wants a little attention and for her to be ignored is wrong.

It's hard not to take things like that personal when I feel like I should.

Balloons, Cake and Candles

Yesterday was my birthday and it seems like everyone except my mom forgot that. My mom was the only one who cared enough to let me decide what to do with my day. It sucks. I was told to clean the house because people (I didn't invite nor want) were going to be asked to come over to celebrate it after we ate out to dinner. I was annoyed with calls about somethings I am doing for someone.

It was my birthday and I'm sorry the last thing on my mind was things not related to my day but it was.

On top of all that I spent the whole day miserable because the idiot in me kept waiting for something to happen when I should have know it wouldn't.

I kind of wanted yesterday to just be the day where I come first to people. Where the few people I actually want to notice me would and they didn't. My mom was the only one. I felt like I had to keep reminding people that it was my birthday and not just another day.

My mom took an entire day off to celebrate with me and I hate that I lied when she asked if it was a good day. It was good for the fact that she didn't have to take the day off and she did. It was good for the fact that she tried so hard. I just wish more people in my own family cared sometimes.